Old Stuff

I just found these three entries I had written on Facebook, before I started this blog; I thought I would share them with you.


November 11, 2009

Today is the first day that I am on the lung transplant list. I knew this day would one day come, that's a lie. I always thought that I would just manage my heath and remain pretty healthy, or I thought God would heal me through his miraculous hand. But, God has brought a revelation to me that he can heal through transplant, and give me a miraculous recovery. If more people can come to know Christ through me going through a lung transplant than that is better than me living a somewhat healthy life and those people not coming to know God. God's sees the bigger picture, I know he knows what is best for me. Over this past year and a half he has shown me that his timing is perfect. I know God will be with me every step of the way. I am ready for this journey, let's go for it God.

November 15, 2009

It's so amazing how you can get paranoid over always being near a phone in case you get that call saying, "we have a lung for you."
I can't count how many hours I have been thinking "when will the phone call come in" and "what do I do when I get the call." Because there are certain things that I usually take to the hospital I worry that I will forget to bring something. I should pack a bag just in case, but some of the stuff I take to the hospital I use here at home and II don't have two of everything. lol.
I have been gaining weight; this is really good because it is strengthening my body, which will make recovery after transplant easier.

February 12, 2010

Well, God has given me the opportunity to take online classes through Barstow.
I was also applying to BIOLA's BOLD Program to complete my degree, but they are discontinuing the program.
With God closing certain doors, I believe He is calling me to go back to the BIOLA University campus in order to complete my degree. I have sent in my re-admit application. I am praying that I am accepted and that I can start taking classes in the summer. I am praying that God keeps me healthy so that I can finish my degree without interruptions.
Now that I am on the transplant list and trying to go back to school I pray that God postpones the transplant till I have my degree in my hands.
"God keep me healthy so that I can continue my education and serve you in the work force."